Complicated

lotsa things happen these few days
i have to face wat i have opted to escape fer years

i wondered
y human is so complicated ?
im just a simple human
i wish fer an ordinary life
it should be easy but it seems not
the problem was there since i was given to birth
i cant do anything to alter it

pls dun cry in front of me again !
cause tears r useless r frail and r nothing to do to solve the case
it only worsen the whole affair

dun ever compel me to make any choice
i dowan to hurt anybody
i need understanding and faith from u in this plight
pls believe me okay ?
izit so hard fer u to do so ?

i always disguise myself in front of ppl
disguise to be happy and optimistic about my currently known XX facts
try to figure myself as im not bother about that
but behind all the scenes
im still a frail lil girl
not mature enough to face all the problems
do u ever consider abt that before u told me the truth ?
no u dun !

im not as brave as u all think so

*for my friends and my blog readers
do me a favour
dun ask me wat happen or y
cuz im not feeling to ans it
thx fer ur concern
i apprectaite it, really
thx~